infinity.///ashtray story, euphoria.
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  • Reads 32,550
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  • Time 2h 6m
Ongoing, First published Mar 15, 2022
y/n has had a troubled background that she hates opening up about. 

but with him it's different, it's like she could tell him everything and anything and he wouldn't get bored of hearing her voice. they were the same. same attitude. same thoughts. same feelings. same actions. they were perfect for eachother. 




fez is like a 'brother' to y/n from the night he found her wondering the streets alone. they stuck together until she had to move, it was fucking devastating. but once they finally reunite, she tells him everything. 

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"shut up, cunt"

"fuck off, bitch" 
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"𝑖𝑚 𝑔𝑜𝑛𝑛𝑎 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑙𝑎𝑠𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑚𝑒 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑖𝑚𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑏𝑙𝑒,
𝑐𝑢𝑧 𝑖 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑖𝑛𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑖𝑡𝑦"








this book is probably gonna be really shit and cringe because it's my first story but fuck it. 

ALSO IM EDITING THE CHAPTERS AS I GO ALONG SO THEY MIGHT CHANGE A BIT, BUT NOT DRASTICALLY. 


⚠️TW ⚠️: 
drugs
alcohol 
abuse 
death 
rape 
and more so please don't read this if you know you're  gonna get triggered.
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