infinity.///ashtray story, euphoria.
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y/n has had a troubled background that she hates opening up about.
but with him it's different, it's like she could tell him everything and anything and he wouldn't get bored of hearing her voice. they were the same. same attitude. same thoughts. same feelings. same actions. they were perfect for eachother.
fez is like a 'brother' to y/n from the night he found her wondering the streets alone. they stuck together until she had to move, it was fucking devastating. but once they finally reunite, she tells him everything.
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"shut up, cunt"
"fuck off, bitch"
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"𝑖𝑚 𝑔𝑜𝑛𝑛𝑎 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑙𝑎𝑠𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑚𝑒 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑖𝑚𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑏𝑙𝑒，
𝑐𝑢𝑧 𝑖 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑖𝑛𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑖𝑡𝑦"
this book is probably gonna be really shit and cringe because it's my first story but fuck it.
ALSO IM EDITING THE CHAPTERS AS I GO ALONG SO THEY MIGHT CHANGE A BIT, BUT NOT DRASTICALLY.
⚠️TW ⚠️:
drugs
alcohol
abuse
death
rape
and more so please don't read this if you know you're gonna get triggered.
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javonwalton
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I felt his body close to mine, I knew it was him because my body awoken in way it hasn't before. Not since I met him. I turned around, my back leaning against the fridge door. We were so close, I watch his eyes travel up and down my body before he locks his lips quickly before meeting my eye. "fez" I whispered when our lips were inches apart, his body left mine suddenly and I watch as he walks towards the door. I frown as I watch him lean up grabbing the shutters to pull them down. "fez you have a business to run" I spoke out, unsure of what is actually happening. I know what I want to happen, what I dream would happen. But I've always been a dreamer. "I have a big problem-" I heard his voice ring out, as the shutters hit the ground then he locked the door. He turned around to look at me, his eyes were darker. He looked a thousand times hotter. "a big fucking problem" he said again as he started making his way towards me, his hand come up and knocked on the fridge door. After a moment I heard the door out the back open and close, ashtray had left. "what's the problem? Maybe I-I can help" I felt so many emotions right now, some I'm used to and some that are fucking new. "I doubt that-" he mumbles as he was once again infront of me, one hand was above my head leaning on the fridge door. The other came down to touch my face. "I can't get you out my fucking head, your like a drug" he suddenly said before his hands go to my waist and he pulls my body against his before slamming his lips into mine. ~~~ Nothing in life was easy, including life itself but when you find someone who makes it easier nothing else matters. I mean, just as long as he stands by me. Rates #1 in lexi (20th April 2022)
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