What is on my mind

(Not about flaming cats, just late night ramblings)
I probably won't update often because I write most of this at 3 am and I sleep more often now but I write at 3 am because that's when I get bored and end up actually writing the thoughts and you might not want to read this because I might appear to be not caring and I will most likely look back on this a few years and hours later when I am both awake and with more knowledge and be embarrassed and cringe