Butterflies

A girl done with life and a boy who wants to do nothing more than live, both strong willed and stubborn both mysterious in there own way the only difference is one wants nothing more than to fall into the comforting darkness of death and one will do anything in there power to survive they will learn from each other's situations, will they get the endings they wanted for themselves or will they get the ending they never thought possible. despite his hardships he was happy he was alive, despite her problems not being that bad to an outsider she couldn't go on...or could she, both have secrets, she lives a life running towards danger and he is running away from danger what will they do will they learn of the others Secrets

what happens once childhood friends reunite after years apart, both spiraling in different ways both silently seeking out help in their world of mourning?
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"you left me" is all that came out of my mouth.

"i know" is all he said in a sad tone full of regret.

"you know when he died, i thought i was loosing everything, but at least i had you." i took a pause looking at my hands where the cut was, i took a deep breath in.
"and than i lost you too, and it hurt so much worse the fact you wouldn't even look at me and i couldn't for the life of me understand why, but i get it now... your a coward" i said as i looked up and stared in his eyes his beautiful electric blue eyes the ones i dream of but it's the green ones that haunt my every waking hour the ones that stare back at me in the mirror identical to the ones i watched go lifeless six years ago.

"i know" that was all he could say and i hated it but than he said something else.
"And believe it or not i regretted every fucking minute of it."