Lost in my own world {💯%}

"I'm losing my fucking mind!"
"Because of this shit!"
"Because I need it!"

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The barrier didn't came down. VK's got to apply again for VK day but Harry thought Uma and Gil were joking about applying.
Of course, luck being on his side (NOT), both Uma and Gil were selected. Among two other VK's; Zevon and Freddie.
Harry had to stay behind... and it sucked.
Especially since Uma and Gil were all he got.
His father was dead, his mother was dead, both of his sister... dead.
He had no one left, besides the remaining crew of the lost revenge.
But they all hated him.

Harry got depressed on the isle and actually started doing deug and self-harming. It didn't take long until he looked like a zombie.
He also tried/wanted to kill himself, but the crew of the lost revenge stopped him each time. Reminding him that there was a small hope that Uma and Gil would never forget about him.

After a while a third VK day happened. Harry didn't bother to apply, the crew of the lost revenge did that for him though. Knowing it would be best to get him off the isle.
Of course Harry was picked this time.
When Uma found out about his situation, instead of telling him things were okay and trying to help him herself... She decided it was best to send him to an addiction clinic, mostly at the advice of Ben. Saying it wouldn't get better otherwise.

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!TW! Self-harming, drugs, depression, anxiety, suicide-attempts