Tell Him "IDK"
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Last published Sun, Aug 7, 2022
"I don't know anymore." napayuko ako habang hinahayaan ang sariling umiyak sa harapan niya. Just like the old times.
"Still the indecisive girl I know." he chuckled after I glared at him. "I knew you'd say that, my love. I love you so much." he kissed the top of my head and hugged me. I started to cry out everything inside his arms and embraced his warmth inside me. I missed how he would care for me all the time.
Please, just hate me. Stay away from me. I'm the reason why you're life became so miserable yet you still wanna go back to me everytime. I don't want to hurt you anymore. I'm begging you to find someone else.
I lied. I can't help myself. I don't know what to do. I still love you too. Please, don't go.
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