Red in my Ledger
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Y/n was taken at 10 weeks old, and grew up at the Red Room. At age 7, you took your first shot, then by age 10, you had killed 100 people. You were the worlds best assassin by 16, working between the Red Room and Hydra. You were known as the Winter Widow, and you did many missions with the Winter Soldier. In 2014, age 22, you go on a mission that pretty much changes your life.
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