Saudade

Saudade : the reminiscence of feelings , experiences , places or events that at one time brought happiness , excitement , and now triggers the senses , making one live again . It's also an emptiness , like someone or something is missing . It combines sad and happy feelings .
Sadness for missing .
Happiness for having experienced the feeling .

The longing for someone that isn't there anymore , the knowledge that they'll never return .

Saudade : " The love that remains "

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