Forever Lost |5sos|
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I'm lost. I really am. Ever since I've had cancer, I never felt confident in myself, or my body. I feel worthless. I feel that no one cares about me. I just want true love and friendship. I don't want this I'll-only-love-you-for-so-long crap. I just don't want it to be something its not. Lucky for me, 4 boys did exactly that. They made it real.
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