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Anemoia ||Bungo Stray Dogs|| *On Hold 5/22/2024

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Reads 85,973
Votes 3,883
Parts 45
Time 8h 18m

Mature

Not all light is good

Not all dark is evil. 

Hotaru Nakajima was not born to be soft. She was born to make the world shatter and shake at her fingertips. She was bathed in darkness from the moment she touched the light and in that darkness she took solace. But there was one thing that she clung to. The last shred of light in her darkness and that was Atsushi. The little brother she was abandoned with at that dreadful orphanage when they were too small to fight against the horrors of the world. He was the light to her everlasting darkness and she would do anything to protect her light even if it meant embracing the evils of the world. 

She allowed herself to walk the path of the underground killing mercilessly and sowing fear amongst the living. All for the sake of her brother. She threw away her humanity because apathy was better than tears. Better than grief and and better than guilt.   

But when she finally steps away from the darkness and takes to the light her past comes calling again. For those born of darkness are never truly able to escape it. Now she puts everything on the line for the brother she had sworn to protect. But can she truly protect him from all who wish to obtain him? Can she truly prevent tragedy when some people are born with tragedy in their blood? What is she willing to sacrifice to protect those she had come to care for when faced with ghosts of the past?

Because sometimes it takes a monster to destroy a monster.

"I'll dance with my demons... and let them lead. And as soon as they think they're in charge; I'll make them bleed"

Dazai x Oc x Chuuya

Three broken souls scarred with the wounds of their demons, playing a dangerous game of trust and love. Can they truly beat the odds in this game of love and war?All Rights Reserved

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Magics: Found (Book 3) by Fan_FictionGirl2

Shintaro wishes he had done more to stop the end of the world. His whole life's purpose was to keep the Abyss and Dark Magic in check, and he had failed from the day he was born. Dark Magic grew out of hand because he wasn't brave enough to stand up to his father all those years ago. Dark Magic grew out of hand because Shintaro was a coward. His only success in containing was just barely managing to put his father in a place of eternal darkness, and even that nearly killed him. That day, he stumbled back to his home, into the loving arms of his wife, not daring to tell her what had happened. He came up with a brilliant lie, one that he doesn't care to remember. After his father's defeat, his life went on smoothly. He was able to watch his children grow into wonderful young people. He was able to live as peacefully as the keeper of peace could. He shamefully tried to ignore his duty and get a few years of peace with his family. And that led him to Thorn's release, which evidently led to the murder of his wife, the capture of his children, and then destruction of his life. The only good thing that came out of that adventure was his new friends, the ones that he grew closer to over five years. But now his son is dead, it's his fault, and the boy who was like another son to him is gone. Simply because Shintaro was too cowardly to try to put up a fight against his father. No matter how many times he convinced himself, he was afraid. Afraid of losing, afraid of his father. But he is done sitting back and doing nothing. He isn't about to give up this time. He isn't going to lose anyone else. He's going to defeat his father once and for all. He is going to get Kai back.

Now I'm changed {soukoku} by Imabakuhoe

After Dostoyevesky's death having Dazai nearly witnessing the death of all of his friends, he finally has an actual change in heart. Despite that, he's plagued with horrid nightmares of everyone dying and all because of him. As always he can't seem to get away from Chuuya either with him being the focal point of every nightmare and it did have an impact on him. Dazai realises he in fact holds strong feelings for the short ginger man. Naturally, of course when one side of double black changes so does the other. All this while trying to deal with 7 missing people and 6 missing families is a lot to juggle. 𝒯𝓇𝒾𝑔𝑔𝑒𝓇 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 - mentions of suicide - graphic depiction of suicide - mentions of self harm - mentions of death -swearing, mentions of alcoholism - alcohol - smut - graphic imagery

Chrysanthemum Garden [Dazai x Reader] ✓ by AnAlienFromJupiter

"ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ᴅɪᴇ - ᴘʀᴏᴍɪꜱᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ'ʟʟ ʙᴜʀʏ ᴍᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰʟᴏᴡᴇʀꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴍʏ ʟᴀʙᴏᴜʀ." Fire burns brighter in the darkness. Evil lurks suitably amongst the shadows of death. They say that a child who isn't embraced by the village will burn it down to feel its warmth. And that's what [Y/N] has literally had to do-though subconsciously-while desperately trying to make a change. After committing arson with her ability in rural Japan, she's taken to Yokohama to be kept under the supervision of the Port Mafia-Fire burns brighter in the darkness, right? So then, why is it that Dazai insists on refusing to let her lurk in the shadows of death? What could a former mafioso want to prove-needed to prove-besides the moral wrongs of a life lead of crime? But convicts know no morals; former Mafia executives and proactive arsonists are certainly not the best with morals... but if he insists... . . . "Will you wait for me in heaven?" "Don't make me wait for too long, [Y/N]." - I pulled the trigger. I shot Dazai. 🅲🅾🅼🅿🅻🅴🆃🅴🅳: 05 / 10 / 2021 🅷🅸🅶🅷🅴🆂🆃 🆁🅰🅽🅺🅸🅽🅶: bungo #1 bungostraydogs #114 dazai #99 dazaiosamu #3 osamudazai #32 dazaixreader #12 akutagawa #33 happiness #139 depression #379 [I do not own Bungou Stray Dogs or any publicly recognised characters, nor do I own the media used in this book (majority of which is taken from the anime), but I do own the plot] [Osamu Dazai x fem! Reader - She/her pronouns will be used]

Parted Entanglement { ⑤ } by heathereo

''Haku, where are Dazai and Haruka ?'' ''I don't kno--'' A loud bang echoed throughout the empty place. Shoes scraped the ground as Chuuya backed away unnaturally. Tears rolled down Haku's cheeks, who covered his mouth with both palms. Both of them with their eyes wide open. Dazai was in a deep coma. The doctor said that he'd never wake up, but everyone held hopes that he would, that the doctor's wrong. ''Please wake up... please... please...'' That's what hope is, it saves people from misery, yet brings them pain as time goes by. ✨ 22 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ✨ Kids ⚠️ Scars ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Violence 🗞️ No. 4 in #dazaixchuuya 🗞️ No. 7 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 10 in #kunikida 🗞️ No. 19 in #kunikidadoppo 🗞️ No. 28 in #dazai 🗞️ No. 30 in #chuuya 🗞️ No. 31 in #akutagawaryuunosuke 🗞️ No. 26 in #nakajimaatsushi 🗞️ No. 37 in #atsushi 🗞️ No. 38 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 61 in #shinsoukoku 🗞️ No. 65 in #nakaharachuuya 🗞️ No. 85 in #soukoku 🎨 Cover Art Credit : *unknown* 🎨 Content Art Credit : *unknown*

Emotions [Dazai x Reader] ✓ by AnAlienFromJupiter

"Never play with the feelings of others because you may win the game, but the risk is that you surely lose the person for a lifetime." Love is as complicated as it gets. It can be found in the most unexpected of places and manifest before we ourselves realise it. And it seems no different when [Y/N] experiences this herself. But the complications of love are hardly ever mentioned, and when they are, those already victims of love are way too deep into it to have salvation. 🅲🅾🅼🅿🅻🅴🆃🅴🅳: 08 / 02 / 2021 🅷🅸🅶🅷🅴🆂🆃 🆁🅰🅽🅺🅸🅽🅶: bsd #124 bungo #1 portmafia #65 dazai #114 osamudazai #35 dazaiosamu #5 dazaixreader #12 dazaiosamuxreader #13 [I do not own Bungou Stray Dogs or its characters, nor do I own the photo used for the cover, and this story has been heavily based on an original by @dazaiuu] [Dazai x fem! Reader - She/her pronouns will be used]

There Were Three by WingsSave

"ATSUSHI!" The beta yelled out as the younger male collapsed to the ground.........The black-haired male tried to get Atsushi to wake up by shaking his shoulder. Ranpo for once in his life hoped he was wrong as he didn't want his best friend to go through this or possibly end up dead...........Ranpo cursed as Atsushi wasn't waking up with anything he tried. It also didn't help that both of Atsushi's alphas were out on a mission until tomorrow morning. *SPOILERS AHEAD*

Anonymous [Bungo Stray Dogs [BSD] by Luvvrinyy

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Butterfly Soup by Milante_Aragon

"Everyone can be a hero to someone, even if they are a villain..." I'll show all of you the Truth. Tell you why there is hatred in the world and why people divide it into "black" and "white". Show you the underside of the villainous and heroic society unvarnished. Not all Villains are soulless killing machines. Not all Heroes are crystal clear and sinless. But Society lets you get away with a lot if you're labeled a "hero." And if you are labeled a "villain", you're doomed to be an outcast and cause hatred among ordinary people. Sometimes cruelty is justified and for some people Death - is not a punishment, but a blessing. But, what if there is True Justice? Life is truly unjust, but Death is the embodiment of true Justice. All are equal before HER. In a world, where there are no heroes and villains, She is saddened by human indifference and misunderstanding. Her heart is also alive and hurts. Because She walks among us, but we are unable to see Her. No, it's not like that. We do NOT want to see Her. Everyone fears Death, in one way or another. But, what if She actually wants every person on Earth to be happy? What if She's not as cold and soulless, as She's made out to be? What if She is capable of such a strong Love, that She is ready to understand and accept almost every person on the planet? Also there will be much food for thoughts. Enjoy your reading ~

Moonlight 《MAFIA DAZAI × Reader》 by GrannyBitty

To the moon she has prayed, the moonlight grants it... After destroying the place that had imprisoned her for so long, (Y/n) (L/n) now seeks for the freedom she has always yearned for. But being bounded the memories that she has lost and the gift she was cursed with, only one man can set her free. •| I don't own Bungou Strays Dogs and it's characters|•

Our Existence by ninasweet998

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Magics: Found (Book 3)

Shintaro wishes he had done more to stop the end of the world. His whole life's purpose was to keep the Abyss and Dark Magic in check, and he had failed from the day he was born. Dark Magic grew out of hand because he wasn't brave enough to stand up to his father all those years ago. Dark Magic grew out of hand because Shintaro was a coward. His only success in containing was just barely managing to put his father in a place of eternal darkness, and even that nearly killed him. That day, he stumbled back to his home, into the loving arms of his wife, not daring to tell her what had happened. He came up with a brilliant lie, one that he doesn't care to remember. After his father's defeat, his life went on smoothly. He was able to watch his children grow into wonderful young people. He was able to live as peacefully as the keeper of peace could. He shamefully tried to ignore his duty and get a few years of peace with his family. And that led him to Thorn's release, which evidently led to the murder of his wife, the capture of his children, and then destruction of his life. The only good thing that came out of that adventure was his new friends, the ones that he grew closer to over five years. But now his son is dead, it's his fault, and the boy who was like another son to him is gone. Simply because Shintaro was too cowardly to try to put up a fight against his father. No matter how many times he convinced himself, he was afraid. Afraid of losing, afraid of his father. But he is done sitting back and doing nothing. He isn't about to give up this time. He isn't going to lose anyone else. He's going to defeat his father once and for all. He is going to get Kai back.