Cigarettes and Daffodils

"This wasn't supposed to happen. Not like this. Not at all. Looking back, this would definitely be a reason to move towns but I've already done that once. I spent everything I had on this escape ticket, I can't afford another one. Not to mention I have nowhere else to go. I'm stuck. Maybe this is all an overreaction, but what would you do if you'd just been embaressed infront of the whole God damn town?"