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My self-worth was non existent and I thought that by him giveing me the basic human decency (that only person should have) made me think he was I good guy. So when he asked me out I didn't know how to say no, so I said yes. And then he was really sexual and made me say "I love you" way to soon so I broke up with him for a lot of differnt reasons.
And a few days ago my teacher was like,"how/why did you guys even date?." That really made me think, and I was like 'hey why don't I write a list/poem of all the reason I dumped him.'
So this is for anyone who's ex was toxic. Who cussed them out, only saw them as a sex object, made them feel inferior, like you didn't' matter. Who's ex compared you to their ex's while you were dating, or was narcissistic as heck.
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