Well as a start i decided to commit a 5000 words for wattpad. First commitment for the year 2015. Lets start with the story of my life. We just had a very rough 2014, my favorite dog died early January, my husband was laid off October and i was in November. Rough really rough. Luckily no kids so that took off the most of the burden financially. i dont even know the situation i would be capable in doing if we have kids. no kids...sigh..that is one experience i regret in this life that i wasnt able to experience. but during times like this that in the back of my mind im thankful that they're not born in that way they dont have to suffer like us. i may not have the joy of having those little angels but atleast i didnt make them suffer to have a parent like me. yes i do think that those little angels dont deserve me as their parenr ßAll Rights Reserved