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Online Life [By @loveihateyou]
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Last published Thu, Mar 24, 2022
"I gave up on you"
"what!? No you can't"
"But I did"
"Why!!???"
"Because I can't have you as I want"
"What do you meant?"
"You already know bruh"
"Hey please stop playing around!! I'm already crying"
"Understanding lily, we can't be together"
"But I need you, you are all I have you know that right?? Then why leaving me? C'mon please"
I heard his sighs "fine then if we met tommorow, I'll kiss you"
"WHAT!?? NO!"
"Mhm you are 2 choices, stay and I'll kiss you or leave we can't stay friends"
"I choose to stay then, I won't let you kiss"
"You think so?"
"Yep yep"
"We'll see"
Because of our school project, we met. I thought he won't get chance to kiss me. So I was happy until my mom said "you guys can do your project downstairs because noone there" I could resist and we went downstairs.
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What do you think? Did they kissed? Did they not? did someone saw? Wanna know? Read the book!!
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Content:-
• not every story has happy ending
• 18+
• depressed
• violence
• self harm
• abusive words
• grammar errors
Let me know if you like~
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