Hey Readers! Just a heads up, this has a lot of shit going on. 100% for mature audiences! Please don't read if you get triggered by mentions of rápé, súícídal thoughts, or ábuse, or just skip the chapters that contain those. I will put as few of those as I can. I will also put trigger warnings at the start of each chapter, as long as it has something potentially triggering. This book is loosely based on a true story, but not factual or real to life. I've renamed and re-aged most of the main characters, and put them in entirely new settings, so that the person this is written about isn't called out. This book is in memory of someone who hurt them a lot, and it's a way to help them cope with their death. As always, I love you all, stay awesome! p.S. This story does NOT have a happily ever after. (SO FAR)