It's the pain that keeps me alive
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Y/n was kidnapped by hydra as a child and trained to become an assassin. Kill by kill she has been slowly getting her revenge. The last person on her hit list, the winter soldier.
Will a run in with the avengers alter her aim?
(buckyxreader)
(tonystarksdaughter)
This whole thing is just a main character moment.
Its pretty fast pace and pretty easy to read.
This is the first book i've wrote so beware of the bad writing
TW: mentions of and attempted suicide, drug use, depression, mentions of an eating disorder, graphic self harm, mentions of rape, sexual assault
I do not own any of the characters apart from y/n- they belong to Marvel.
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