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Disarray |h.s|

eriesincenewyrk

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Reads 11,154
Votes 406
Parts 33
Time 10h 22m

eriesincenewyrk

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Have you ever wondered what could have been?

She's ready to end it all, say her final goodbye, escape the cruelness of the world.
A nearby voice stops her and has her questioning her decision.
'What if he became my friend? What if he became more? What if he became my reason to stay?'

What if?

Dive into Her head as She ponders whether or not He could be Her reason to stay.

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Recommend 18+

Started April 2022
OngoingAll Rights Reserved

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Always Awake by ffseve

COMPLETED// Ellie is trapped between two worlds. And has to make a choice. Her friend's or the boy she has only ever dreamed about. Who will she choose? Can she save her mysterious boy from getting dragged back down into the shadows of depression? "I am so fucking proud, every single breath means something.Every breath he takes is like a punch at the thoughts in his head. Each breath he takes, the more thoughts he kills. If he keeps breathing they will be all gone."

~ ᴍʏ ᴘʀᴇᴄɪᴏᴜs || ʜ.s ~ by Lemon_slut_66

"ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ʏᴏᴜ...sᴏ ʙᴀᴅ..." ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ y/n l/n wasn't exactly the brightest girl, always seeking adventure, leading her to occasionally wander, sometimes aimlessly. one night, her wandering gets the best of her, and she finds herself about freezing over. will a warm cabin in the middle of the woods be able to save her soul? will the passing seasons give her the most precious of romances, and have her finally find herself swept up in the adventure she always longed for? or will both of their hidden secrets tear them apart? ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ "ғɪᴠᴇ ᴡᴏʀᴅs. sᴀʏ ᴛʜᴇᴍ, ᴀɴᴅ ɪ'ʟʟ ʀᴏᴄᴋ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ." "...ɪ'ᴍ ᴀʟʟ ʏᴏᴜʀs... ᴍʏ ᴘʀɪɴᴄᴇ."

Suicide // Haylor AU by enshrouded

Two depressed teens, Harry and Taylor, find each other on a suicide support website and make a pact to be suicide partners. Eighteen -year-old physics nerd Taylor is obsessed with plotting her own death. With a mother who can barely look at her without wincing, classmates who whisper behind her back, and a father whose violent crime rocked her small town, Taylor is ready to turn her potential energy into nothingness. There's only one problem: she's not sure she has the courage to do it alone. But once she discovers a website with a section called Suicide Partners, Taylor is convinced she's found her solution-Harry, a nineteen year old boy who's haunted by a family tragedy, is looking for a partner. Even though Taylor and Harry have nothing in common, they slowly start to fill in each other's broken lives. But will they change their decision to die or will they turn their potential energy into nothingness ? _ _ This story is based on a novel.

If You Love Me by slybatspidow

"If you love me, you won't leave me." Jessie has believed those words from her boyfriend, Josh, since senior year of high school. She loves him and doesn't want to leave him. Not even when he shouts at her and hits her. Jessie's best friend, Kolleen, can't stand seeing her in that situation. With a bit of convincing - and the worst beating she'd ever received - Jessie agrees to move into an apartment with Kolleen. But not long after, Jessie is scared the worst of her nightmares will soon become a reality. Josh goes missing, and suddenly Jessie would swear she's being followed. One night changes everything, and one person soon changes Jessie's outlook. A responding officer from that fateful night begins to seek her out, at first claiming it's part of his job. As she spends time with her new friend outside of his job, she starts realizing that her feelings are evolving. After being abused for over a year, Jessie is terrified she's falling in love. What's even more terrifying is that he might be, too. She isn't ready for love. Not yet. She makes up her mind that if he is falling, and if he does love her, he'll wait for her to be ready, and if she loves him, she won't let herself hurt him. Can the words that used to cage her in really be the key to her freedom? --- Featured On: @NA: Take a seat and let it be | Mature Content and 18+ reading list @NA: You deserve the world | Mental Health reading list Ambys Top Picks New Adult 2023

Extra Credit by Xmintflake

"Why do you always avoid my questions?" "I'm not, it's just that there's nothing to say. Who would ever want to date someone they can't even talk to? It's not rocket science. My eyes are weird, and people get tired of me eventually. There's your one-page essay. Now please don't snow me to death .-." "What? All that you just said is a lie. And I should snow you to death for even saying that! I would definitely date you." "...Thanks." 🍒｡･ﾟ♡ﾟ･｡🍓｡･ﾟ♡ﾟ･｡ Dallas Addison had it all; being a talented swimmer and dating the star of the football team, she didn't think she lacked anything in any capacity. Sure, she and her boyfriend had minuscule issues, but which logical relationship didn't have their occasional ups and downs? After landing in Extra Credit class due to a series of mishaps with her grades and attendance, Dallas's turmoil became despair when she became paired with one of the most eccentric people in the entire class. Seriously. Who wore sunglasses to school, much less indoors? When weeks turned into months of working together, series of back-and-forth message threads started to hit closer and closer to home. Suddenly, Dallas realized that maybe her life wasn't as idyllic as she was previously led to believe. || Completed 2023 ✔️ || ©ReeseTory2022

Cynical Souls by DramaQueenforreal

COMPLETED✅ Two high school teenagers finding themselves, analyzing this ever changing world, and building love. This is the type of love you wish you found in high school but probably know way too well that it only exists as fiction. Today I'm turning my fiction to reality. ❣️•••❣️ Excerpt: Just as I was about to seek shelter under some building's roof, the tires of a car come to a halt, I wonder who might pity the lonely girl walking in the rain. The passenger window rolls down, and I spot the most unexpected person seated behind the wheel. "Get in" comes out his voice, and I must've stood there agape for a few moments because next comes his rhetorical question. "Are you getting in or continuing walking in the rain?" Eyebrows raised expectantly. He sounds annoyed, like he regrets his decision to ever stop and help me. ❣️•••❣️ #5 in cynical #2 in loveandfriendship #1 in opinionated #4 in ihatelife #10 in nerdgirl #10 in HighschoolRomance #26 in GoodGirlBadBoy *contains mature themes. *contains cursing.

My First Love by SophiaRose94

Sophia and Harry have been best friends for 5 years. One night Harry decides to go to a party and everything changes. They are now nearing the end of they're senior year of high school and haven't spoke for two years since Harry became her worst enemy. He has been bullying her because of his feelings. They love each other but don't know that. When Sophia makes a huge decision to take her own life after having enough of Harry's crap, she gives Harry a letter. He rushes to her house and she is unconscious. Will she live? And if she does will Harry tell her his true feelings? Read to find out. *COMPLETED*

𝕃𝕚𝕥𝕥𝕝𝕖 ℍ𝕒𝕡𝕡𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕤 by AnshiRaj

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Annabel [h.s.] by StylisticMoods

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Always Awake

COMPLETED// Ellie is trapped between two worlds. And has to make a choice. Her friend's or the boy she has only ever dreamed about. Who will she choose? Can she save her mysterious boy from getting dragged back down into the shadows of depression? "I am so fucking proud, every single breath means something.Every breath he takes is like a punch at the thoughts in his head. Each breath he takes, the more thoughts he kills. If he keeps breathing they will be all gone."