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Disarray |h.s|

eriesincenewyrk

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Reads 11,161
Votes 406
Parts 33
Time 10h 22m

eriesincenewyrk

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Have you ever wondered what could have been?

She's ready to end it all, say her final goodbye, escape the cruelness of the world.
A nearby voice stops her and has her questioning her decision.
'What if he became my friend? What if he became more? What if he became my reason to stay?'

What if?

Dive into Her head as She ponders whether or not He could be Her reason to stay.

***
Recommend 18+

Started April 2022
OngoingAll Rights Reserved

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Annabel [h.s.] by StylisticMoods

There is no way that I can escape this now; no way that I can possibly escape her and all that lies behind the darkness in her eyes. I've gone too far. Inexplicably, I have become entranced by everything that she is, especially the red that we share. She is like the moon: haunting, beautiful, and so far out of reach. I have walked her through the gates of hell and, still, she has made no attempt to turn back. She likes to push my buttons, to put me on edge in an attempt to feel the red that resides within her. She is dangerous, but I cannot pull myself away from her gravity. *WARNING: Contains mature content, swearing, violence, death, and possible trigger warnings.

Speak For Me - [H.S.] by _gottalovecats_

"But Bailey you need to promise me." I pulled my head back and looked at her. "Promise what?" "That you'll never let someone's death take over your life. That you'll never let it take your life. No matter if it's my death far in the future or an unexpected death in only a few months. Okay?" I nodded, "I promise, Sara." ~ ~ ~ Bailey broke her promise to her older sister. Deaths changed her life and left her mute. All hopes and dreams gone as disorders controlled her life. She thought life had been getting better, years later. That she might be able to live her life okay like this. Until she met him. Harry Styles. A singer in One Direction who's "spiraling out of control." When everything starts to seem hopeless for him, he meets somebody who he thought would change his life for the better. Bumpy roads may be in the way, but in the end. He was right. Follow their journey and learn of Bailey's past in, Speak For Me.

The Easy Way Out [Book 1] by HarrESgirl

"Harry, we exist in two completely different worlds." "What if I want to exist in your world?" *** I was fine with being single but when love swept me off my feet, it changed everything. I loved him so much that it hurt. And when he hurt me, I had a choice to make. Would I take the easy way out or forgive him? *** Tame Warning: This is corny and cliché with humor and a lot of love. Real Warning: MATURE CONTENT including Strong/Suggestive Language, Teen Drinking, Some Violence and Explicit Sex Scenes (for those Dirty Directioners!) © 2016 copyright HarrESgirl, all rights reserved.

~ ᴍʏ ᴘʀᴇᴄɪᴏᴜs || ʜ.s ~ by Lemon_slut_66

"ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ʏᴏᴜ...sᴏ ʙᴀᴅ..." ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ y/n l/n wasn't exactly the brightest girl, always seeking adventure, leading her to occasionally wander, sometimes aimlessly. one night, her wandering gets the best of her, and she finds herself about freezing over. will a warm cabin in the middle of the woods be able to save her soul? will the passing seasons give her the most precious of romances, and have her finally find herself swept up in the adventure she always longed for? or will both of their hidden secrets tear them apart? ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ "ғɪᴠᴇ ᴡᴏʀᴅs. sᴀʏ ᴛʜᴇᴍ, ᴀɴᴅ ɪ'ʟʟ ʀᴏᴄᴋ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ." "...ɪ'ᴍ ᴀʟʟ ʏᴏᴜʀs... ᴍʏ ᴘʀɪɴᴄᴇ."

Ice To Meet You by mrigankac

"What else do you want me to say, Mia?" "Did you mean it?" There is a pause and I just-I feel exhausted, the kind that 12 hours of sleep hasn't been able to fix. "Hannah said I don't deserve to be loved, is that how you feel too?" She might not have said it in as many words but that's exactly what she meant. He takes my hand in his and kisses it. "Between the both of us-it's I who doesn't deserve to be loved." "Too bad you already are." "Please stop saying it!" he may not have screamed the words at me but he might as well have. "You think I am lying?" He holds my face with both his hands and looks deep in my eyes. "Mia, I will say this for the last time. I don't do love. I don't want to be loved by anyone and I will never fall in love with anyone ever. If you love me, keep that love to yourself. Please." "Why?" "This is the deal, Mia. Take it or leave it. I will give you my loyalty and my time but I will not have you telling me you love me ever again. I don't believe in love and I can't give you love. Can you live with that?" "What if I can't?"

Extra Credit by Xmintflake

"Why do you always avoid my questions?" "I'm not, it's just that there's nothing to say. Who would ever want to date someone they can't even talk to? It's not rocket science. My eyes are weird, and people get tired of me eventually. There's your one-page essay. Now please don't snow me to death .-." "What? All that you just said is a lie. And I should snow you to death for even saying that! I would definitely date you." "...Thanks." 🍒｡･ﾟ♡ﾟ･｡🍓｡･ﾟ♡ﾟ･｡ Dallas Addison had it all; being a talented swimmer and dating the star of the football team, she didn't think she lacked anything in any capacity. Sure, she and her boyfriend had minuscule issues, but which logical relationship didn't have their occasional ups and downs? After landing in Extra Credit class due to a series of mishaps with her grades and attendance, Dallas's turmoil became despair when she became paired with one of the most eccentric people in the entire class. Seriously. Who wore sunglasses to school, much less indoors? When weeks turned into months of working together, series of back-and-forth message threads started to hit closer and closer to home. Suddenly, Dallas realized that maybe her life wasn't as idyllic as she was previously led to believe. || Completed 2023 ✔️ || ©ReeseTory2022

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Iris Veil by brianhaze

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Annabel [h.s.] cover

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The Easy Way Out [Book 1] cover

~ ᴍʏ ᴘʀᴇᴄɪᴏᴜs || ʜ.s ~ cover

Ice To Meet You cover

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Annabel [h.s.]

There is no way that I can escape this now; no way that I can possibly escape her and all that lies behind the darkness in her eyes. I've gone too far. Inexplicably, I have become entranced by everything that she is, especially the red that we share. She is like the moon: haunting, beautiful, and so far out of reach. I have walked her through the gates of hell and, still, she has made no attempt to turn back. She likes to push my buttons, to put me on edge in an attempt to feel the red that resides within her. She is dangerous, but I cannot pull myself away from her gravity. *WARNING: Contains mature content, swearing, violence, death, and possible trigger warnings.