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Disarray |h.s|

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Reads 11,618
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Parts 33
Time 10h 22m

eriesincenewyrk

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Have you ever wondered what could have been?

She's ready to end it all, say her final goodbye, escape the cruelness of the world.
A nearby voice stops her and has her questioning her decision.
'What if he became my friend? What if he became more? What if he became my reason to stay?'

What if?

Dive into Her head as She ponders whether or not He could be Her reason to stay.

***
Recommend 18+

Started April 2022
OngoingAll Rights Reserved

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and with the deafening mind of hers came a sorrow she submitted to. it was as if she was submerged underwater for years of her life, solely being focused on how everything was amplified beneath the surface. it was all very loud, similar to the volume of river rapids, and maybe the only way for her to subdue it was to plunge into the rapids themselves; allow the current to carry her body as far as it could. because all she wanted was silence, so silence she received. + lowercase intended. alternate universe. sad. sensitive topics. short story.