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Disarray |h.s|

eriesincenewyrk

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Reads 11,553
Votes 406
Parts 33
Time 10h 22m

eriesincenewyrk

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Have you ever wondered what could have been?

She's ready to end it all, say her final goodbye, escape the cruelness of the world.
A nearby voice stops her and has her questioning her decision.
'What if he became my friend? What if he became more? What if he became my reason to stay?'

What if?

Dive into Her head as She ponders whether or not He could be Her reason to stay.

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Recommend 18+

Started April 2022
OngoingAll Rights Reserved

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