it's not easy
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Last published Wed, Mar 30, 2022
George is 18 YEARS old and he's in collage. he's DEPRESSED and his parents always sais " it's gilrls problem" and his parents always FIGHT. George's ONLY comfort is his FAVORITE streamer. DREAM. he always watches his streams and videos when he has hard times. if he gets bullied or if his parents are fighing or just if he's sad or when he's happy BUT he's NEVER happpy THOUGHT.
okay THIS story has many triggers warnings.
anorexia, depression, PANICK ATTACKS, selfharming, self hate, bullying, hospital, fihghing, family PROBLEMS, LOTS of CRYING, f-slur.
and others so if you get triggered ABOUT those thinks please dont read okay? be safe!!
i'm pan so i'm not making fun of gays.
i hope you like it and sorry if i'm bad writer my FIRST language is not England so i'm very sorry.
eat and drink!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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