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Disconsolate *Crawford Collins*

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arianagrande crawfordcollins depression fanfiction teenfiction

Indigo Givens is a 17 year old girl. She is happy on the outside, but on the inside, she is very depressed. No one knows about her depression. Or that she cuts because everyone at her school bullies her. Indigo has to deal with fake friends because if she tries to get rid of them they'll come back. They have broke her promises many times. She doesn't know who to trust anymore. Everyone ignores her when she tries to start a conversation. Even her mom and brother ignore her. She always has to fake a smile and hide her feelings. Sometimes she even wonders if it would be easier to give up on everything. Will she get close to somebody and open up?All Rights Reserved

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SIBLINGS by RudJAM

Indigo Chávez, he's dramatic. That's something you realize about him pretty quickly. Some, well, he thinks most, call him funny. The other percentage call him annoying. He's childish, immature, irrational, and flat-out stupid. Sometimes, when you know too much, it's easier to act like you don't. He's a recovering drug addict, still currently one. It's hard for him to grow up. He lives a normal enough life, unlike most like him. His body gets sold to pervert men and pervert women, sometimes for months, never longer than three, though. His stepmom seems to hate him but not fully. They have a weird relationship. She's the one who sells him. He's curious. He's very stubborn, too. When he makes a decision, he doesn't go back. It takes him a while to realize things. Indigo Chávez is a smart-ass. He likes to talk back, and he never thinks before he speaks. He feels like he's above everyone but never admits it. All the pieces of his story don't seem to fit. Something doesn't make sense. The more you read, the more that makes sense. The book alternates between him, the people in his life, and back in time to his father and his sister's father. In the end, maybe the only ones truly there for you are your siblings

What about us? by emilygrace342

15 year old Indigo is in her 4th year of secondary School, living on the outskirts of London. She lives with just her mum as her dad wasn't in the picture from when she was just five. She's never been a social butterfly but that all changes when she's re introduced to a girl called Brittney she used to know growing up. They never got along through out their child hood (a jealousy thing). Indigo is then introduced to Brittney's friend group while drama stirs. Indigo lives next door to her very dear friend Max who's a year old than herself. Their friendship begins to deteriorate when Max gets a girlfriend called Kerry who is constantly degrading Indigo. Max and Indigo re gain their bond after Kerry's true colours finally shine through and they become closer than ever. Maybe a little too close... whilst the heat grows with Max, Brittney starts to worry Indigo for being 'too mature for her age'. Year 11 is creeping around the corner and things are going down hill. Will things be resolved? Chapter 1-9 is the first half of the book (originally called what about me) Chapter 10- throughout is the second half (what about us)

Water on the Moon by sadiehayden

Completed novel. **TRIGGER WARNING** Seventeen year old Luna Henderson has just begun her senior year of high school, but is she ready? Last year, the star athlete and former straight A student found herself quickly declining into a deep depression, consumed with suicidal thoughts. This year, things still aren't looking up, in fact, it's worse than ever. Her depression has caused her to push everyone away, leaving her feeling alone. She so desperately holds on to her secrets but when she accidentally reveals one of them to Coach Briggs, she fears she'll lose the few things she has left, including him. Can Briggs give her the help she needs or will Luna's secrets be too big for him to handle? **TRIGGER WARNING: This novel is almost entirely about mental illness and contains graphic scenes and descriptions of mental illness. Please reach out for help if you are struggling. You are not alone. ** -SADIE

It feels unreal by knownbyRosalina

Nixie was once like any other 14-year-old girl, full of promise and excitement about the future. She had a normal life, surrounded by friends, laughter, and the hope of new beginnings as she prepared to start high school. Her childhood had been filled with simple joys-sleepovers, school dances, and carefree days spent with the people who mattered most. But when she moved back to her hometown to start fresh, everything changed. At first, high school seemed like a new chapter, but Nixie quickly found herself the target of relentless bullying and harassment. The whispers in the hallways, the cruel laughter behind her back, and the social exclusion became too much to bear. She tried to stay strong, but the weight of it all crushed her. The once vibrant girl, full of dreams and hope, began to retreat into herself, feeling lost and worthless. Her insecurities grew as the bullying escalated, and she turned inward, struggling with a deep depression. The pain became unbearable, and in an attempt to numb it, Nixie found herself turning to drugs. What began as an escape quickly spiraled into something more, leaving her feeling even more disconnected from the world around her. Each day felt like a battle, and the person she once was seemed to slip further and further away. Nixie became trapped in a cycle of self-harm, both physically and emotionally, as the darkness took hold of her life. The vibrant, hopeful girl she used to be seemed like a distant memory, replaced by someone who was struggling to survive. Her high school years, once filled with potential, became a battleground where the cruelty of others and her own inner demons fought for control. She turned into someone she didn't want to turn into.

Tempting The Dominatrix by feistylittlefox

I can't help the moan that escapes my mouth at the taste of her tongue against mine, and my hips pulse reflexively up to meet hers. But before I can reach the heat emanating from her core, she grasps my neck in her hand and pushes me away, pressing me into the couch, my breath coming out in pants once I'm disconnected from her. It takes a few seconds for my dazed eyes to make out the expression on her face, and I notice that, while her lips are swollen with my kisses, her eyebrows are pulled forward in frustration. "Kai." She lowly whispers my name and pulls the hand that isn't tightly grasping my neck out to caress my cheek. I can't tell whether to bask in her attention or obsess over the fact that I did something wrong. "Stay still," The right hand clasping my neck tightens to the point where I gasp for breath, but quickly releases soon after. My dick jumps in my briefs at the feeling and I blush, secretly hoping she didn't notice. By the way that her eyes light up and her eyebrows release to a more neutral stance, I can tell that she did. But there's no time to acknowledge that because her next words and actions render me breathless. "Remember, I am in control." She states, and then pushes her pelvis so that her heated core presses right against my aching cock. *** In which an inexperienced college freshman catches the eye of a sinful Dominatrix who wants to take every ounce of his innocence... WARNING: This story isn't limited to BDSM. It explores the kink world. And as you may or may not know, kinks go beyond pain/pleasure. If you're brave enough, check it out ;) *Trigger Warnings are provided in the first chapter* **The female lead is older by several years - suck it up sweetie, you'll survive** 110,000 - 120,000 Words

Adopted by Black Veil Brides by oreosarebae123

Indigo is 17 turning 18 in a week. She lives in a orphanage with no friends cause everyone dislikes her. Her parents died in a drunk car accident and died at the scene ever since then Indigo has shut herself away from contact while music is her only escape join her on her journey of love, laughter and just pure sassyness (not even a real word but oh well) Enjoy I know i will enjoy writing this!!!!! ^.^

What about me.. by EmilyStannard3

Indi/ Indigo is a 15 yr old girl who lives a pretty basic life in a small house she has lived in her whole life with her mum Rose on the out skirts of London. Indigo's mum means the world to her. Her dad however walked out on them when Indigo was just five because he had his demons to fight of the past. Indigo lives next door to her childhood friend Max. He's in the last yr of school but has always been one of the youngest in his yr group. He has a little sister called Jodie and a mum called Milly. Max and Indigo have always had an unbreakable bond. That's until Indigo finds out Max is keeping something from her... Indigo has always been the shy girl at school. She used to spend most of her days in the library or in the art room with Mrs Bluebell. That's until she becomes friends with a girl called Brittney. she often perceived her as quite complicated and loud. Brittney and Indigo have known each other since they were little because Brittney's mum Camilla was training to be a hairdresser while pregnant at just sixteen with Brittney, And Rose (Indigo's mum) used to own the hairdressers and they became inseparable. However, not so much for Brittney and Indigo. They despised each other as kids. It was a jealously thing mainly. They decided to stick all that silly stuff in the past and became friends. That's when indigo is introduced to the friend group. The girls were like miss perfect teenagers. You know the type. Size six. To many teeth for their mouth. Rosy cheeks. Long shiny hair. Never to be seen wearing flats. Skirts the size of a belt. And somehow they were only ever seen sipping on diet coke. Yes those are the ones. But Indigo realises there is a lot more to these girls and she was too busy noticing their faults and expectations. But One of the girls is conniving something and no one knows what it is.

It Wasn't Love ✔️ by depressedn0nce

"Fuck." He whispers into my neck, sending a thrill of excitement through my body. His lips still smothered kisses over my neck and his hands roamed my body, starting at my chest, going down to my stomach. Caressing my soft skin, his thumb trailed circles on my groin before slightly slipping into the waistband of my jeans. My breath catches in my throat as I pull at the hoodie that covered his chiselled body. Understanding, Jacob pulls it off in one swift movement before attaching his lips back on my neck. Sucking and biting it before flicking his tongue over the sore spot. A quiet moan leaves my mouth and I clasp my hand over it, denying any noise to escape. "You drive me fucking crazy, Aria." ---------------------------- Aria Bailey finds it hard to fit in. Her parents are always busy and never have time for her. She lives alone at her family home and has top grades in all of her classes. But being a 17 year old friendless nerd comes with its disadvantages. The bullying gets worse every single day, driving her to self harm and suicidal thoughts. Aria learns more about popular boy, Jacob Rickson and starts developing feelings for the well known 18 year old. Jacob helps her come out of her shell and learn to be more comfortable and confident. Aria has to make a tough decision by choosing if she would rather be with Jacob and be bullied by her mind for eternity, or to leave and be left alone, exactly how she wants to be. -Strangers to lovers -Right person, wrong time

Falling Apart by 1_Will_3

*TRIGGER WARNING: DEALS WITH DEPRESSION, SELF HARM AND SUICIDE* Amber is sixteen years old and to sugarcoat it... She hasn't had the best upbringing. She would love a different life, one where she can see her mother again and not be stuck with her abusive father. A life where she doesn't get taunted and hit and torn apart by everyone who she has ever seen. But she would never swap, she doesn't want anyone to endure the pain she's gone through. So instead, she tries to get rid of it... Again. But much to her disbelief, she is saved by the people she would least expect. She learns secrets about them that no one else knows. She feels included. Cared for. And dare I say it... She felt loved. For once in her life, she felt truly happy to be alive. But just when Amber felt safe, her life was flipped upside down and her past came back to haunt her just when she least expected it... (Sorry, I suck at descriptions, don't let it put you off) Ranking: #64 in Awareness #15 in Mental Health Awareness #73 in saddness

Broken Soul by sleepytinker__

"Stop pretending. Boyfriend, right? With whom you'll be hanging out once Eth and your Dad are gone." I stared at him in disbelief. "What more things are you gonna do? I would love to know more." "Dante please, leave." I tried to push him away but instead he held my hands and pinned them behind me pulling me closer to him, our chest crashed with each other. His one hand came up to my lips, I gulped hard he looked really angry. His eyes landed on my lips tracing his thumb over my bottom lip he asked "Did he kiss you?" I remained quiet. Taking his gaze off my lips he looked me in the eye and asked again "Did he kiss you?" "Why do you care?" I asked back. ************************************** Dante Armel, a billionaire to whom success is everything and the word love, it doesn't have any meaning in his life. He does care about people, his people whom he loves the most and can go any extent to protect them. Emily Hart, an innocent girl with a horrible past, adopted at the age of 15 after her parents death in an accident. Can't say what relationship they shared in the past but one misunderstanding leads Dante to hate Emily but still he can't stop caring about her, being a jealous ass on seeing her with some other guy. But there is something about Emily no one knows, not even Dante. Let's see what this love-hate relationship leads to in the end....

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SIBLINGS

Indigo Chávez, he's dramatic. That's something you realize about him pretty quickly. Some, well, he thinks most, call him funny. The other percentage call him annoying. He's childish, immature, irrational, and flat-out stupid. Sometimes, when you know too much, it's easier to act like you don't. He's a recovering drug addict, still currently one. It's hard for him to grow up. He lives a normal enough life, unlike most like him. His body gets sold to pervert men and pervert women, sometimes for months, never longer than three, though. His stepmom seems to hate him but not fully. They have a weird relationship. She's the one who sells him. He's curious. He's very stubborn, too. When he makes a decision, he doesn't go back. It takes him a while to realize things. Indigo Chávez is a smart-ass. He likes to talk back, and he never thinks before he speaks. He feels like he's above everyone but never admits it. All the pieces of his story don't seem to fit. Something doesn't make sense. The more you read, the more that makes sense. The book alternates between him, the people in his life, and back in time to his father and his sister's father. In the end, maybe the only ones truly there for you are your siblings