Disconsolate *Crawford Collins*
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Last published Fri, Aug 7, 2015
Indigo Givens is a 17 year old girl. She is happy on the outside, but on the inside, she is very depressed. No one knows about her depression. Or that she cuts because everyone at her school bullies her. Indigo has to deal with fake friends because if she tries to get rid of them they'll come back. They have broke her promises many times. She doesn't know who to trust anymore. Everyone ignores her when she tries to start a conversation. Even her mom and brother ignore her. She always has to fake a smile and hide her feelings. Sometimes she even wonders if it would be easier to give up on everything. Will she get close to somebody and open up?
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