Would you love me? (Zhuiling) (Discountinued)

What if the supposedly Perfect son of Han guang-Jun And Yiling Laozu was not Entirely perfect. A part of Lan Sizhui hidden from the world. Scared of how others will see him. The ever Sweet,Respectful and Honest, but Distant, Detached from others. What happens if that same boy falls Madly in love with The Young Mistress Jin Ling
Finally truly close with another person.
Sizhui finally tells another. But with this new information would Jin ling be able to honestly love him with this Major set back?

Trigger Warning!*
Harm OCD,Abuse,self harm, Depression, Anxiety

(*Harm OCD is a subset of classic obsessive compulsive disorder (OCD). The condition is characterized by having aggressive, intrusive thoughts of doing violence to someone, as well as the responses the person uses to cope with these thoughts.*)