Never Ending Replay

I hate him.

No, I love him.

What am I thinking? I can't forgive him, I just can't.

But maybe,

There's still a chance for us.

Thoughts clouded the confused girl's mind as she held on to her dear memories but those thoughts flowed as tears from her eyes.

It was all his fault.

The pain was shattering her heart slowly. She cursed beneath her breath, recalling the day that changed her life, her story and who she was.

I hate him! That's it, I hate him!

Those were suppose to be her final decision but when she tried to open her mouth and scream her hatred for the world to hear, no words came out.

More tears kept flowing. She wished they would extinguish the love she has for him but despite the tears, the hatred, no matter what they do, no matter how far away they go.

There was always a small flame of love thriving, burning, passionately, embedded in her heart forever.

Her soft lips formed a smile. Who was she kidding? Deep inside she knew he'd be a part of her life forever. He had left her something of his, something special that she can't easily let go, more important than memories.

Maybe she truly is a foolish girl but she once again opened her mouth and whispered softly in the night,

I love you.