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I sit here
Write this
Thinking about everything I've done wrong
Everything I caused
Everything that will be my fault
I don't see good
This is why people leave
I try to help them
And they end up leaving
I hurt people
Not intentionally
People stop talking to me
What did I do
I am sitting here now
Crying out
Why am I a fuck up
Can't I be normal
Can't I help people
Can't I not cause people pain
I want to help but....
I think its best I stay away..