Ability to Love
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Last published Sun, Apr 17, 2022
It seemed like everything went wrong for Dan in his life. Born with physical and mental disabilities, developing more disorders and having a family that just didn't know what to do with him, it was natural he would struggle.
Everything just always got worse, especially when his brother- his only friend- died.
So who would be there to pull him out of the never-ending darkness and rubble of his crumbling life?
This book has a lot of talk of disabilities with a lot of the characters, please be mindful.
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