a psychonaut's farewell

“Put a gun to my head, with a bullet in the chamber. Pull the trigger, I’m
dead. Put a gun to my head, with a bullet in the chamber. Pull the trigger, I’m
dead. Put a gun to my head, with a bullet in the chamber. Pull the trigger ………..”

Life has always
been an option, not just to me, but to everyone around me. We didn’t choose to
be a part of this world, or even be the person we turned out to be. However, we
do chose to

1) Carry on with our lives, and continue living.

Or

2) Bring our lives to an abrupt halt.