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elizabethwalker530

achohol crys depressed drugs familyissues food lies love numb sad ssuicidal

This is sad considering its about my life or based off it some what. I'm not putting a trigger warning on every chapter so I'm warning you in advance. This book has sad content, suicidal things, love, bullying cyber an face to face, weight, eating disorder, fake friends, and death, alchohol, drugs, absebt parents. I truley hope you enjoy. Thanks!!!!!!!!!!!!!All Rights Reserved

achohol crys depressed drugs familyissues food lies love numb sad ssuicidal

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Family Comes First

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