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I saw people bullied... I couldn't help it. I was a pet. I bullied those poor people... All I feel inside is guilt. I want to die... But every time I take a gun up to my head and pull the trigger, I always find out it is a fake... I'm afraid of dieing... What else can I do?All Rights Reserved

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Self-Inflicted Achromatic by Gumiracle

A Depressed! Miku x Suicidal! Reader. "I'm nothing but a waste of space..." (Y/N) keep questioning himself why he even exist in the world when people bringing him down. Over and over again th question keeps playing in his mind like a broken tape. In the end, (Y/N) decided to end his life...will he? WARNING: This story will contain self-harm like suicide and bully and...a lot waves of emotions... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My first Vocaloid x Male reader! Hope you enjoy ^.^ Compitable with OCs and female reader (if you really want to). §Based on a song§ 'Self-Inflicted Achromatic' by nekobolo feat. Hatsune Miku

Error: The Virus by ivecreasedtoexist

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My Childhood Crush by Writingwithbrit

"Nothing" That's what I felt nothing. I had no emotions towards anything right now. All I wanted to do was go home take a shower and curl up in bed.

MHA Ship angst by JordieShy

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What have you done? by Plantloverforlife

I gave everything really gave everything. But what did come out? Accusations! Supposedly I'm the traitor. Always smile always friendly, get as many contacts as possible be like a sponge that sucks up any sadness. But in the end it didn't help. Everyone believed it and not me. Throughout my childhood, books were my friends. Since I could hold a pen, I've been painting. Since I was able to form my first words, I have been writing. That was what my passion was. But now I'm being accused because of it. Society took away everything and left me with pen and paper and now it took that also away. I was accused of being a traitor because if my beloved analyses about heroes. And I had so many people who could stand by me, who had evidence that. But in the end they turned their backs on me just to have fun watching me suffer. What if I turn the tables? You want a villain you get one. Not that it was somehow my will but I accept what I get. A trait I had to learn because I was quirkless I can't afford to say anything against it. The time we parted dear fiends is because I was a villain in your eyes now we meat when I am a villain in my eyes.

RANDOM YAPPING BUT I WROTE IT DOWN by ash_the_weird0

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The Rich Emo: Ouran High School Host Club by graciegreat

Loneliness. Depression. Broken. Scared. Devastated. Hopeless. Mournful. Disheartening. Bleak. Joyless. Somber. I have no one. Depression and Loneliness are the only things I feel. My family tries to make me happy, but I just put on a fake smile and cry about it in my room. They act like everything is alright, but everything is not. They KNOW I was devastated about Mom's murder. They KNOW I was heartbroken about Dad's sickness that eventually killed him. That's all I've thought about. Devastation and heartbroken. Just because of those two things. Never in my life I have been this devastating. Dayton, Hayden, Angel, or Monica know how to make me truly happy. Not even my own siblings know how to make me show a real smile. Suicide is all I can think about day to day and I've almost died because of that. DEPRESSION IS A REAL THING. NO ONE KNOWS HOW I FEEL EVERYDAY. NO ONE CAN JUDGE OTHERS ABOUT DEPRESSION OR EVEN MAKE JOKES ABOUT IT BECAUSE ITS A REAL THING. DEPRESSION HAS KILLED PEOPLE. EVERYONE IN MY LIFE JUDGES ME JUST BECAUSE I DON'T SMILE, LAUGH, HUG, OR DO ANYTHING NORMAL PEOPLE DO. I CUT MYSELF, I CRY, I YELL, I VENT, I PUSH PEOPLE OUT OF MY LIFE. Those are the things people are worried about me. "Go kill yourself and join your parents in hell." They say and I just shrug it off and find a private place to hide and cry it out. "I CAN'T DEAL WITH LIFE ANYMORE!!!!" I say and I use my sharp nails and cut myself then cry some more. A gun is buried within my arm for defense from my dad, but I use it in case I am tired of society. Then that's when I met the Host Club. They saw my sadness and made me a part of it to repay my debt for accidentally breaking a vase. I am now a Host for men to flatter them, but how can normal guys want me to be a Host when I wear lip earrings, eyeliner, chains, and have a gun in my arm? I'm the definition of Hell. Then he made me smile again, something that I thought I would never get back. Happiness.

My Vocaloid Lover (Len Kagamine X Reader Fanfic) [ON HOLD] by MegaBlazethecat

(Important: DO NOT REPOST, STEAL OR COPY my work, please!) Status update: DISCONTINUED Have you ever wonder what's it like to have a Vocaloid in your life. Think of all the things that you would do with them like you can befriend them, dance and sing with them, have fun with them or if possible, fall in love? Taken place in futuristic Japan, the whole country was filled with robotics and modern technology like nobody could ever imagine. There was peace, harmony, determination, friendship and love. This story talks about an intelligent, kind and easy going girl named, (Y/N) {you}, living in a house full of machinery and robotics with intelligent and loving parents, cute Japanese dog and a friendly but fiesty house-keeping robot. Her life was quite simple really. She's a regular high school student who hangs out with friends, and not to mention she listens to Japanese songs sang by a Jpop group of singers called Vocaloid, which is actually a voice synthesizer that can make the specific vocal sing. But, when her 14th birthday came, she gets a special gift from her father and her life changed. What could it be? Find out! *Kagamine Len belongs to VOCALOID *This fanfic belongs to Me (MegaBlazethecat) *I DON'T own the picture on the cover. I just found it on Pinterest (so CREDITS to the owner) and edited it using Canva :) (Link: www.canva.com) Note: (Y/N) means Your Name Date created: October 2015/Late 2015

Finding Purpose (+18) ✔️ by ZaynismRules

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I Fell in Love with a Bad Boy by Beautiful_Tragedy8

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