he controls me
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*bella*
I don't know if I will ever be normal again
he's changed me and made me forget things, things I thought I would be haunted with till the day I die...
maybe that's it... I died and was reborn into the woman I've once dreamed of becoming
free, alive, daring
*Alister*
she is the one I've been hunting for forever ,she breaks me...pushes me past my limit
I don't know if I could survive with her, but surviving with her would be pointless
my life now revolves around her, no matter how far I try to be from her...I know it deep down she is the one..no matter how many rules of mine she breaks
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(Rewriting) She loved him quietly. He loved her without courage. One truth changed the course of their lives. Kavya Thakur never believed in fairytales, not until the quiet boy in her class finally confessed what he had been carrying for years. For a brief, fragile moment, life felt simple. Almost kind. Then an accident shattered everything. Grief arrived in waves, taking away the people she loved, one by one. Just when Kavya believed she had learned how to survive loss, someone new entered her life and brought with them a betrayal she never saw coming. A betrayal that hurt deeper than love ever could. It changed her. Hardened her. Taught her how to guard her heart instead of offering it freely. Five years later, fate brings her face to face with her first love again. But Kavya is no longer the girl he remembers. She is guarded, bruised by the past, and certain that some things cannot be rebuilt. He refuses to believe that. As buried secrets resurface and old wounds reopen, they must confront the question they never truly answered the first time. Can love survive betrayal, silence, and the weight of everything left unsaid? Or were they always meant to become a memory rather than a future?
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