saving grace

if secrets can kill mine would slaughter .
I was lost with no hope to be found . I lived my life away from people trying my best to avoid any direct contact with another human . I have a dark past . mom died when giving birth and daddy died shortly after my 18 birthday . and I got rid of my uncle long before that .
this is not some sob story .and I'm not looking for pity or salvation . I just want to be left alone but he wouldn't have it . he stuck by my side even though I tried to push him away . and with his stubborn ass he sent us both to edge of insanity . I wanted to be alone but according to harry " no person should ever have to be alone . you have me . you always did "
and in the famous words of Taylor swift "boys only want love if it's torture "