Hold On, Pain Ends
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Ongoing, First published Jan 14, 2015
My name is Hope. I love writing poems. I always get abused by my father. My mother died in a car accident. I wonder if people care about me. I don't know what to do. I'm an only child. Will people ever care about me? Will I make it out of this nightmare that's real life? Will I ever hold on? Can't the pain end? What can a 11 year old girl do to make sure she stays alive? At least, I have a few friends.
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I've always believed I can make a difference. The faith I have in this is unwavering. When I came home on my tenth birthday to find my mother's fragile mental state swinging into crazed, I still believed I could help. I thought it was a problem of my making, and I've lived my life trying to remedy the mistake every since. Never mind that I don't know what I did. Never mind that she hits me and yells. Forget the fact that I sometimes want to die because I feel so worthless. Ignore all of that because this one idea is all I can think about. Making a difference in her life and others' lives consumes me. But will it destroy me too? Maybe. Maybe not. I'll find out when I reach the breaking point. As to where that point is? Only time will tell. The only thing I know for sure anymore is that I have to try to make up for my sins, whatever they are. And until I do that, I doubt I'll ever find my peace.