Free! Iwotabi swim club (fan fiction!)

"You can't leave to Australia!!!" Haru said to me very worried, "I... I can't be without....Y....you!" He blushed wildly. I stood there trying not to cry, It was the worst feeling ever leaving my best friend. But to be honest I think it the best, for both of us. I was growing onto him, I have always liked him, but I don't think he ever felt the same way.
Sometimes I have the urge to tell him but I always imagine that our whole friendship will change because of me. On the last day before I was leaving to Australia I challenged Haru to a swimming race of 100 meters, he never ever liked to race or do anything in swimming that involves with competition, but he accepted and we did the race and..... I lost. That's not surprising but I guess that is one of the reasons I'm leaving to Australia, so I can get better and beat him again one day when we cross paths. But when I lost and looked into Haru's eyes I started to tear up, and so did he.