So CLOSE... But So FAR
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I want to help those who are in a similar situation to what I have experienced, that is why I am writing this. This story is to be used as whatever you want it to be, from help to just entertainment. However, the purpose for this story is to give people an idea of what it's like to embrace your sexuality so early in life, and possibly give guidance to those who need help in this new and unpredictable generation. Although I ask you to understand that this is my experience with finding out and embracing homosexuality early on in life, not everything will partain to you and may not be completely credible
for your specific situation or desires. That being said, please enjoy this crazy adventure into the life of normal yet not-so-normal gay teenager as he figures out who he really is.
*WARNING*
This book will contain depictions of the LGBTQ+ community and most likely of the furry community. If you have a problem with either of them, I recommend you DO NOT read this book.
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"I think I'm gay." I say, leaving out the part about my... exposing dream about him last night. I watched his expression, waiting for some sign that he was angry. I waited for him to call me a faggot, to curse me off and tell me he never wanted to see me again. Instead, I was greeted with his perfect toothy smile. "That's great man, I'm of proud you." He says, patting my arm as he stuffed another cracker in his mouth. "It takes some real balls to come out to someone." He says, his beautiful green eyes blazing into mine. I felt myself become flustered at his gaze. "Uh, Yeah, Thanks." I stumbled out, "You're not mad?" I ask. His expression turns to hurt as he crinkles his eyebrows. "Why the hell would I be mad?" He asks, hesitating on the crackers and pushing them away. "I just thought-it's just- well... you just always seem so pissed when someone mentions the word gay." I spit out words, scared for his reaction. He sighs, "That doesn't fucking mean I hate gays. Normally when I do that it's because someone's using the word 'gay' to hate on them, it just pisses me off, you know?" He asks, bringing the crackers back into his lap and biting into them. "Plus-" He adds on, "You're my best friend, if anything, you being gay is a blessing. I'll always support you." He says, glancing at me through the side of his eyes. I look away, towards the door to hide the crimson blush that I feel spread over my face. "Thanks." I all but squeak out. And that's the day I realized, I have a faint crush on my best friend. <><><><><< THIS BOOK IS BEING *MAJORLY* EDITED. THERES LOTS OF SPELLING MISTAKES AND NAME MIX UPS, SOME CHAPTERS WILL BE REWRITTEN Also, Please don't be mean to the characters, they aren't even close to perfect, but they don't deserve hate.
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