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Under the Influence

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LECTURAS 37
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Hora 7m

I'm not crazy. Everything I do is for a reason. It may not make sense to you but you're not the one in my head. Every time I take pill or drink it's not to get fucked up. It's to help with the pain. To help remind me that I'm still here. That I'm still living. Because it feels like I'm in Hell.....Todos los derechos reservados

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