Allyson Summers thought her life was over. She couldn't take it anymore. She was tired of the bullying, the teasing, everything. The therapy sessions didn't help, neither did cutting. She couldn't help it if she had ADHD. She couldn't help it if her father had walked out, leaving her, her siblings and her mother all alone in London, one of the biggest cities in the world. She couldn't help it that she was sort of a tomboy, not really worried about being beautiful. She couldn't help she didn't fit in at school, because she wasn't pretty enough, or she wasn't popular, or a size 0. She couldn't help she was a nerd, top of her class. She never asked for this life. And she was almost ready to end it. The only thing keeping her sane was her few friends and One Direction, the biggest boyband in the world. She could feel herself slipping away, slowly disappearing from the world. Can a surprise visit save her life, or will she be fated by death?
Order is everything. Her habits aren't quirks, they're survival techniques. And only three people in the world have permission to touch her: Mom, Dad, Fernando.
Then Lando Norris happens.
One moment. One line crossed. No going back.
WARNINGS - Autistic!OFC, Zak's daughter OFC, forbidden romance vibes, very very slowburn romance, ableism on page, strong language, autistic meltdowns on page, eventual sexual content.
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