Forever Alone

Don't you ever wish you had an ordinary life? Having a crazy life can be a nightmare, but it could be really good.

I'm 18. Everyone thinks that just because I'm 18 I now am a completely mature adult. That is a big lie. All of my friends have boyfriends, but not me or my bestie, Ally. Now I get to have boyfriends, and go to bars, and vote. And nobody realizes that all of that comes together in a day, like when it's 11:59pm you know that in a minute you will be politically an adult. It is actually pretty dumb because after one day of being 18 you notice you are still doing the dumbest things you were doing a year ago. And that is why I don't think guys might like me. I'm not like most girls that will change who they are for a cute guy. That is why some girls say I will be foreve alone.

Until I met Jason.