*Amira, a mystery of the world. There is little known about her to others and unfortunately doesn't herself as well. Seeing as she struggles to remember things, he has a small book he keeps with him at all times. She tries to remember but can't, at least not accurately. she hurt her friends by helping them so, that makes it okay...right?* --This is my first fanfic, so yea it's basically a diary for a character of mine named Amira and she is having issues trusting herself and her friends. She has the memory of a goldfish and is trying to fix that, while also trying to stay alive.-- *another lovely person is joining me in this project, and theirs will be following the same events but, from a different characters pov. * -There are mentions of death, blood, dysmorphia, panic attacks, manipulation, and violence so be warned, there will be no smut written by any party with any of the characters so, please don't ask.- there is no update schedule, I do it when I feel like it. -The events in this fic are not cannon to the smp and in some places won't follow the lore. All characters from the smp belong to the people behind them, not me.- *if you have any suggestions please feel free to comment them or DM me, as well as if you have a TW you think I should add* Enjoy my brain dumping thoughts out and me trying to make a story out of it!