in the end where all the same

Have you ever felt different like you just don't belong. In a sea of conformity you're the dog in a sea of fish. I would imagine that most people feel like this. every one sees themselves as different from others for better or for worse. Maybe it's because we have a deeper understanding of ourselves and our intracays or we just want to feel different so we convince ourselves that we are different, one of a kind.but not me im just the normal everyday american which may make me the most different in a tree full of fish im the bird in the sky the frog in a swamp the book in library. Im just average or at least I was until he showed up.
Tall, dark and handsome, his ebony skin radiating with confidence and with something I can't yet describe, he was just different truly different. For some reason I was just attracted to him. I never thought of myself as gay i had had girl freinds, crushes hell even my first love ,or at least what i thought was love, was a woman. but yet he pulled me from all that pulled me from my belief that I was normal, just average . I was in love, in love with a man.