Niedoszły Samobójca
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Last published Thu, Apr 25, 2024
Będę tu opisywała jak wygląda moje życie, oraz będę się tu żaliła. Jeśli ktoś nie chce, nie zmuszam do czytania. Po prostu niektóre wydarzenia mnie przytłaczają i chce się z kimś nimi podzielić, a boję się o tym powiedzieć komuś znajomemu. Często opisuje tutaj moje odczucia oraz ogólnie moje rozmyślenia. Opisuje tu sprawy, które sprawiają mi wiele bólu, ale łatwiej mi o nich zapomnieć kiedy się nimi podzielę. Można to nazwać moim "publicznym pamiętnikiem". Są ty notatki z 2022r. Ale mam wrażenie, że tu powrócę na nowo
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DISCONTINUED ‼️ Guys I only republished this because idk, but MIND U THIS WAS 2YRS AGO, DON'T JUDGE OKAY 😭😭🙏🙏 lol I actually didn't read twtptflob 𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘪𝘯 𝘢 𝘱𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵'𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘷𝘪𝘴𝘪𝘵 𝘢 𝘤𝘪𝘵𝘺 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘖𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘵 𝘌𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘎𝘦𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘺. _______________________________________ 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘭𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘺 𝘬𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘢 𝘱𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘷𝘪𝘴𝘪𝘵 𝘖𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘢. 𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘷𝘪𝘴𝘪𝘵, 𝘚𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘸𝘴 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘢 𝘱𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘷𝘪𝘴𝘪𝘵 𝘖𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘢. _______________________________________ 𝘞𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘬 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘶𝘮𝘱 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘺 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘬 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘬 𝘵𝘰𝘰. (Slow updates) (Ooc characters) 𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙙: May 22, 2022. (𝙈𝙤𝙣𝙙𝙖𝙮.) 𝙀𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙙: ???Complete
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