Blue I.S.
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Last published Mon, Jun 6, 2022
Pills. Bella Anisty's life was dictated by those godforsaken pills. She had nothing to live for. The ground, the sky, her hands, everything was covered with the blood that had been shed. Because of her. Her world was crumbling around her and Bella couldn't distinguish reality from hallucination. With barely any strength to continue on in her shattered life, she met someone who picked up the pieces of her distorted reality and put them together again. A story that began as a fun one-sentence story between friends is now on its way to becoming a New York Times Bestseller. This is Blue.
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