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Not Now Not Ever#1

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Parts 35
Time 3h 2m

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Lucky Lola Lozano is a girl who's life took the wrong turn, she suffered from anorexia and a deep state of depression, she thought and still thinks she isn't good enough for them. She decided to be independent and strong despite what she's going through and she hopes and prays everyday that her life will take the right course again. 

There are people she holds dearly to her heart who are her brother, her best friends she calls her sisters and her parents. As she grows, she grew without her parents' love and since then she never had the heart to dangle with the things of love. Yes, she got attracted to a guy and fell in love but she was in denial of her love for him until reality hit her hard at the wrong place.All Rights Reserved

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Of Course, It's You

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