Boring, dull, expressionless. The few words which could be used to describe how many people viewed Y/N L/N. He used to be a happy, ball of sunshine child, but things quickly changed when certain events came to pass. One of the only things keeping the tall and monotonous boy going now is the definition of contrast to himself, the bright and cheerful ace of Fukurodani's volleyball team. !Warning! This story touches on some topics which may be sensitive to some people, such as depression, death, self-harm, and abuse. If any of these things make you uncomfortable, then please do not read! !!!A/N!!! Sorry, I lost motivation to finish writing this and I've sort of fallen out of my Haikyuu phase (unfortunately). I'm leaving this up for anyone who maybe wants to read the unfinished story, but besides that I don't see myself finishing this for a while. Bokuto and other characters from Haikyuu may be out of character throughout this story, this is just how I interpret them and how they would act during various situations. None of the characters from Haikyuu!! belong to me.