Have you ever reminisced of something in the past, thinking of every possible way you could have changed it
Made it last, made it work? You spend your days waking up, thinking about it-hoping and praying that it will come back. Nothing last forever. We go through our lives thinking about yesterday and not today.
You're in denial heartache, regretting. We're young, we're reckless and we're alive. We make mistakes,
We lose people we love so much, and that the way life works, letting go isn't being weak, letting go,Is growing up.
If you already know the ending, will you even dare to start writing it?
If you can go back, do you think you can make it right?
If I can, will I be able to get a different outcome?
Maybe not.
Everyone's happy now. Maybe even happier than what they were before. How could I be so selfish to wish to turn back time so I could be happy while the others were silently suffering back then?
Time never stops.
"If you'll be given a chance to forget everything and start anew, will you grab that chance?"
Will I?
Mas mabuti ba talaga na makalimutan lahat?
I only want to take the pain away and still keep the happy memories. Ironically, it's the happy memories that's hurting me.
Lahat ng mga bagay na nakakasakit sakin ay dahil sa mga magagandang ala-ala na alam kong di na mangyayari ulit.
And it's too much. Unbearable.
Why do you have to wake up every single day just to live a life with a loop of dying everyday?