Ranboo was almost one when their mother started taking them to church every Sunday. They were four when she started doing drugs and then crying and asking God for forgiveness when they wore off. They are eight when they meet Tubbo, and nine when they meet Tommy. They are eleven when they learn about LGBTQ+ and realizes they are aroace and non binary. Warning for: Self harm, christianity, religious guilt, drugs, alcohol, abuse, sexual assualt, blood, panic attacks, anxiety, depression, etc. There will be individual warnings on each chapter. This directly ties into my Wilbur angst story Help Me Feel Ok, they are in the same universe and stuff so yeah.