Main characters-
Min Yoongi as himself
(The reader) as Choi Yana
(English)
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The famous singer and producer Min Yoongi as he was talking about his First Love..
"Tell me something about your first love."
"I've met her in high school, she was a student in the same school I used to attend back in Daegu, we were in the same class for about 4 years. She was a quiet one like myself, way quieter than I ever was actually. We've had interactions that progressed to me, having indescribable feelings towards her. I know she felt the same. I've even written her love letters, that I was never really able to give. I didn't have the gut to. I didn't have the courage, I didn't take the chance, and I blew it. She disappeared, without a trace. And I never saw her again."
"What's one thing you'd want to tell your younger self if you can go back in time?"
"I'd tell him not to be afraid of anything. Because fear most often leads to regret. I mean, look at the man you've become now? You have the money, fame, friends, you were able to tour around the world, performed in the biggest arena's, and now you're even here in Hollywood; working with people you only once look up to and yet, you still have that one regret. You still regret not telling her, you still regret not meeting her that night. You feared the outcome, so you've lost the chance. You've lost her." - Min Yoongi
"Do you remember when we first met?
I never want to forget,
Please, don't let me forget you..."
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He's always loved her.
Since the first time he laid his eyes on her.
But he was scared.
He was scared to love again.
So he carried on as he was going.
Sleeping with girls and dumping them the next day.
Being the schools heartthrob had its perks.
He could get whatever he wanted whenever he wanted it.
And in this case, he wanted anything that could help him forget her.
But little did anyone know, he was also troubled by a terrible curse.
A curse that stopped him from loving, and caused him to start pushing people away.
Because he hurts anyone he loves, he built a wall to protect not himself, but everyone else.
Never letting anyone in.
But she didn't need to do anything to break down his walls.
She didn't even try to.
He simply looked at her, and he already heard the clock on his wrist start to tick, a countdown to disaster.
**trigger warning**
**mentions of self harm**