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As It Was...

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Parts 19
Time 2h 1m

I sometimes wonder,Why were we pulled apart?Why did i even get the pleasure to have you to myself,Why did you change,change to the extent that we don't even know us anymore?.


"I hope you can see the shape that I'm in while he's touching your skin,This thing upon me howls like a beast, you flower you feast.."
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"Hate me?" He asked hopelessly.

"Missed you" he said as a lone tear slipped down his cheeks.
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"You said you cared and you missed me too and I'm well aware i write too many songs about you"All Rights Reserved

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