As It Was...
- Reads 1,896
- Votes 59
- Parts 19
I sometimes wonder,Why were we pulled apart?Why did i even get the pleasure to have you to myself,Why did you change,change to the extent that we don't even know us anymore?.
"I hope you can see the shape that I'm in while he's touching your skin,This thing upon me howls like a beast, you flower you feast.."
.
.
"Hate me?" He asked hopelessly.
"Missed you" he said as a lone tear slipped down his cheeks.
.
.
"You said you cared and you missed me too and I'm well aware i write too many songs about you"
All Rights Reserved
#2
shiall
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
Zayn's Fault (Liam Centric) -editing-
Honestly, it was all Zayn's fault I'm ignored by my parents. It's his fault that I'm depressed. He was the one to captivate our parents' attention by just creating one single antic. It was his fault my dads don't know all my problems, and basically anything happening in my life. It has been exactly like this for about a year or two, I should say I'm used to it by now. But in all reality, it's the complete opposite. Why did he have to be born? If he weren't born, I wouldn't be like this, our family wouldn't be how it is today. We would all be happy, continuously speaking nicely to one another just like any other 'normal' family would. It's Zayn's fault I started cutting my own skin. It was his fault I don't feel loved by my Dad and Papa, nor anyone for that matter. It's all Zayn's fault..Complete
Retaliate - Larry Stylinson FanFic
People change, that's how life is. Louis just can't figure out what happened to Harry after their break up. Cause something obviously did. -a/n- I wrote this to spread awareness about bipolar disorder. I, myself am suffering from this condition as well I have relatives who has it too, so I have perspective. (Not writing this from what I've heard from the internet...) If you are bipolar and don't feel like this is you at all, that is completely valid, everyone has it differently. Remember to reach out to your doctor if you relate to the symptoms. <3Complete
Just can't let her go {Punk Louis Tomlinson fanfic}
"Why do you keep pretending you're afraid of me?" He hissed, obvious anger in his eyes. "Because Louis; if I'm not afraid of you I'll end up loving you!" I shouted. "And that means I'll get hurt...because that's just the way you are!" I said, hoping he would correct me. "You're right." He said simply after a long pause. "You're right." She was new; he was jaded. She was oblivious; he knew all too well. She was innocent; he was everything but. And anyone who looked at the two would know just how wrong they were together. Yet there was no denying the obvious fire that seemed to heat every time they were near each other. This isn't the typical "boy loves girl- they fall in love" etc. etc. This is about heart wrenching confessions, breath taking encounters, love shattering secrets,and two people who so desperately want to know just what love is.Complete
Past Escaping's *Larry AU*
In 2012, Louis Tomlinson was just twenty years old, he had an amazing step father, a wonderful mother, great siblings, but his boyfriend...he was involved in some deep shit with his cousin. Only way to pay him was to string along Louis in both physical and emotional pain. Harry was seventeen, experimenting freely with all the men he could find. Once he met a certain red head boy at a New Years eve party in Doncaster, he really hit it off. Now, three years later, both boys have changed dramatically. Harry losing his mother, gaining a great paying job, losing his ginger boyfriend, finding his twin brother again. He was going through the normal stuff. Louis on the other hand, nightmares, moving, money, shame, scars, mother in a coma. These two find themselves in London being slightly curious with the other. But they didn't realize that they both had one friend or ex friend in common, and they were about to get in some even deeper shit than back in 2012. It's their past escaping's coming back. (C) All Right Reserved 2015 -Nessie82693 **Please be advised that I was very young and still in literature classes when I wrote this lolComplete
kalon l.s
!!MATURE CONTENT!! lower case intended there will be trigger above chapters, don't want to spoil anything! you have been warned !! book cover on pinterest : https://pin.it/2taJQPX __ a beauty that is more than skin deep louis and harry have been at each other's throats since they were 16. now at uni with the same three friends for years now. the two still not getting along, what happens once someone finally snaps?Complete
Backpack JIALL (AU)
In our planet we are filled with greed and false belief. But when I saw him I found my peace. Ever since Niall girlfriend Celeste broke up with him, he has been in pieces. He can't seem to love anybody else. Never really happy. But he was never in love. Never had a friend. Didn't know what it was. Didn't know how to dream. Didn't know love. One day when his principal ends school for a week because of something that was going on, on the news Niall's life changed and it has never been the same since then. In our planet we don't kill one another we don't take love for granted. It's a gift from the mothers Justin Is not your normal human. He's not accepted as a human. A different species. An alien. What? Justin is left on his own after a tragic accident to his family. He is the only one that survived. Landing on a planet full of greed, hate, lies, darkness and evil. Now why would you leave someone like Justin there to a place that is like hell. In your planet you are filled with greed and false belief.............We came here to bring you..........Complete
Paper Marks - Ziall / Zouiall Au
"They're sitting in the sunlight, laughing and smiling." "But he's always been better in the shadows, silent and frowning." Zayn and Niall used to be everything to each other. Now they're strangers with too much history and too many unspoken feelings. Zayn hides in the background, sketching what he can't say out loud. Niall is the golden boy, loud, confident, and loved by everyone. But his smile doesn't reach his eyes anymore. When Louis, the new assistant sports teacher, starts paying attention, he notices the silences. The shaking hands. And how two boys seem to be falling apart, together and apart, all at once. This is a story about the quiet ways people find their way back to each other. Set in empty hallways, late-night notes app drafts, and half-sketched portraits. Told through glances, songs, and the things they can't say out loud. This story isn't a romance in the traditional sense. But if you're the kind of reader who believes in quiet hope, slow healing, and the long road back to love, then I promise, this book is for you. [WARNING: Includes themes of eating disorders, emotional isolation, self-harm and other mental health. Please read with care.]Complete
Be My Savior {Z.H. AU}
Everyone has a story, whether it be a good or bad one it is there. Everyone starts somewhere, even if it is in a three story mansion or an abusive house. Everyone hides something, whether it is feelings towards someone or every single thing that has happened to you. Everyone has secrets, they are the same, hidden, dark, scared, unknown to the world. Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words leave mental and emotional scars. Battle wounds that I hold forever, in my mind, and on my body. Nightmares, awoken every night by the same faces that haunt all my dreams. Broken, scared, abused, raped, I am a broken soul waiting to be saved, though I know my savior will never come. I am Niall Horan, the soul that could not be saved. This story has abuse scenes, rape scenes, self harm, alcohol abuse, and graphic scenes. Readers are advised now. Completed as of 20/1/16. [boyxboy] Mainly - [Ziall Horlik] - Zayn Malik & Niall Horan Side of - [Larry Stylinson] - Louis Tomlinson & Harry Styles Side of - [Nosh Demshaw] - Josh Devine & Nick GrimshawComplete
Honestly, it was all Zayn's fault I'm ignored by my parents. It's his fault that I'm depressed. He was the one to captivate our parents' attention by just creating one single antic. It was his fault my dads don't know all my problems, and basically anything happening in my life. It has been exactly like this for about a year or two, I should say I'm used to it by now. But in all reality, it's the complete opposite. Why did he have to be born? If he weren't born, I wouldn't be like this, our family wouldn't be how it is today. We would all be happy, continuously speaking nicely to one another just like any other 'normal' family would. It's Zayn's fault I started cutting my own skin. It was his fault I don't feel loved by my Dad and Papa, nor anyone for that matter. It's all Zayn's fault..
More detailsContent Guidelines