He is the one guy I should not have fallen for , yet I cannot stop myself from falling . Our relationships is forbidden . Loving one another is like we are trying to get hurt knowing there will never be a happy ending to our story . He made a promise though , he promised he'd never leave me and I'm holding on to that promise so tightly. I can't afford to lose him , because if I do I don't know if I'd be able to live . I love him to the extend that breathing is not worth it if he's not around . I can't afford to lose another person , well my person cause that's what he is . My saving grace and the person I confide in. Without him I don't know what I'd do, because without him I would not even be here right now . That man is the love of my life and it'll be the two us always and forever. Because he's my person and I don't know if I'd ever be ready to let him go . I love him . I'm madly inlove with him. And there are many things I regret but being with him is not one of them . I'd do it all over again. If it meant I'd end up with him . Slow update.