Fates Cruel Hand
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Last published Fri, Feb 22, 2019
Zane has been dealt a terrible set of cards from fate. He has suffered for so long that he cant see any way out. Hes lost all hope. The only thing he can do now is sucumb to fate. Or is it?
Warning: contains self harm, depression etc.
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