Love at first sight

I am a girl named Maria with a sister in the hospital suffering from Leukemia at age 8 . I am turning 18 on the 22nd of July . my dad died when I was 14 in an accident and my mom got married to a man named Charly . He is very nice but I just can't accept the fact that my mom has forgotten about my dad so easily . Well I like a guy named Zayn Malik and a nice boy band named One direction . Kaity ,Reachel, Danielle, Katherine , Izzy and Oriel are my siblings