SLEEPING SYNDROME

In fairytales when you're sleeping like a death there is a prince ,that will kiss you then it makes you awake,but in my own world I lost my concius,I sleep in a different places.It didn't choose time,I am always fell asleep in his arms or when he is near,it looks like that it is a curse.He makes me calm whenever I lost myself,he makes me feel safe,whenever i feel scared.He always makes me feel that everytime I fell asleep everything is alright and it is my rest.But how can I say to him that this sleeping syndrome of mine is not normal.I love everything about him,but I can't risk this love of mine?