Quick note! This is not complete, but Wattpad is deleting uncompleted stories, so it's just marked completed. This book is updated Semi-Weekly (I try for weekly, but life is life). Just know it's still going on, so don't think I stopped at a horrible spot.
A boy who's known nothing but loss since a young age continues trying to grip onto anything he can hold. He's lost friends and family alike, but despite it never gave up once. He continues clawing through life, through some of the hardest things anyone could face, never giving up despite wanting to. He discovered the power he needs to make sure tragedy doesn't befall him and anyone he cares about, but is it too late? Can anyone save him from the turmoil raging inside? He will meet countless people who will chip away at his shell, but who will be the one to break it finally?
⚠Will Contain Lemons⚠ The sex scenes may get somewhat kinky at some points. There will be things that are banned or off-limits, such as NTR (Netori may happen, which is the MC stealing a guy's girl only because he deserves it), pegging, scat, rimjob, or anything else really gross. I don't roll like that, so Y/n won't either. There will also be a decent amount of Lemons just because of the harem size.
Harem and Peerage may have additions if I see fit.
Y/N, a simple woman, joins the deadly games to pay off debts after her mother's death. Young-Il, a heartless soul, controls the games, watching everything from afar while sipping on his glass of whisky.
But this year is different. When he spots Y/N, number 160, during the game of "Red Light, Green Light," he can't help but grow more obsessed with her.
The first game ends, and Young-Il decides it's time to join the games himself, meet her, and make her his forever. Not that he will allow anyone else to even look at her
But will Y/N really trust him?