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Scared Of Healing

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Reads 79,512
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Parts 34
Time 2h 28m

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She's been through so much. No one deserves the lot she's been given. When her whole world seems like it's about to end, she meets the people who will save her life. Can she trust them enough to help her? Can she get better? What happened to her?

DISCLAIMER: 
This is all out of my own head. I have had plenty of experience at the hospital, but I cannot guarantee that the information is going to be correct. There are topics discussed that could be difficult for some. This is in no way a depiction of how others may suffer with topics mentioned, but my extent of knowledge.

TRIGGER WARNING:
Rape, abuse, medical trauma, death, anxiety - There's so much love too, it's not all sad and triggering, I promise!All Rights Reserved

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cold coffee - clifford by supernaturalmike

Voicemail, yet again. Taking a deep breath, I start the message. "Hey, I've called you again. This is the last one, I swear. Remember when we would chat forever and ever? We would always drink hot coffee together and talk about our pointless day. It was a daily thing, until you found someone else to occupy your time. I wasn't needed anymore, so you cast me out. I'm in our place, same spot. When you decide to meet me again, I'll be here. I won't talk to you. All that I will spare you is a small glance and some cold coffee." Ending the voicemail, I collapse back into the chair and wait for the response that will never come. cover by @xHemmingsHugsx

Groupie? // 5SOS by LouisDefenseless

"If you don't let me explain, I swear to god I'm walking out that door with my stuff by late morning." She threatened. "I don't care. You've hurt me enough. I couldn't care less if you left. In fact, you'd be doing me a favor." I said carelessly. Tears began falling from her glassy eyes. "Well if that's how you feel, then I'll pack and book a flight home." She headed towards my room to pack up her stuff. Within an hour, she had booked a flight for early this morning and had packed all of her things. It was three in the morning. She told me her flight was at seven. She looked at me with no emotion evident in her face and left without another word. *no mention of self-harm or suicide*

Angel In Disguise by penguinsimagines

I'm half half, I thought - I must be a nymph. I'm a joke to my family. I love my mom so much that I have to leave her behind before I do terrible things. Then. I met this girl. I know it's wrong. I know I shouldn't but I fell. And, worst, the monster inside me wants her badly. I don't know where to begin at all. And I sure don't know how I'll end this misery. ----------------------------- As of February 15, 2022: #4 in 5SOSPREFERENCE As of December 2024 #1 in 5SECONDSOFSUMMERPREFERENCE #2 in 5SOSPREFERENCE #10 in CALUMHOODIMAGINE #13 in 5SECONDSOFSUMMERIMAGINE #10 in 5SOSIMAGINE #9 in CALUMHOODFANFICTION #13 in 5SECONDSOFSUMMERFANFICTION #11 in CALUMHOODFANFIC #22 in 5SECONDSOFSUMMERFANFIC #4 in MICHAELCLIFFORDIMAGINE As of February 2025: #10 in CALUMOODFANFICTION #17 in 5SOSIMAGINE #14 in CALUMHOODIMAGINE #20 in 5SECONDSOFSUMMERIMAGINE #11 in MICHAELCLIFFORDIMAGINE #1 in 5SECONDSOFSUMMERPREFERENCE VOTE. COMMENT. FOLLOW. SHARE. Say hi on Instagram: @mikeespersonal

Help//5sos ✔️ by fiveantisocIals

"you know damn well that you are too skinny and need help." "calum you fucking left. you don't have the right to comment on anything about me."

Unbreakable by Elsa17847

How could this have happened? Why him? Why her? Did they even deserve this? Would their lives ever be the same?

5SOS Preferences by heyihey5sos

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reinvention // 5SOS by 5sosxruel

*gabiverse* It turned out you could have everything in the world and still feel like crap. Ally thought that was backwards. How could she have an amazing job, the best family, with new babies, and still feel like the entire world was crushing down on her shoulders? Loneliness was heavy. Ashton did his best, but Ally did not forgive herself too easily for what happened in the past. Her last relationship had pretty much destroyed her, and rebuilding the ruins was no easy feat for either of them. This meant things had to change. Ally didn't like change. No one liked change but Ally really, really, didn't like change. However, change was actually exactly what she needed.

undo// 5SOS by 5sosxruel

Parents always say they don't have favourites. Well, most of the time anyway. In some situations it was painfully obvious, like in Maya's. As the youngest, there were high expectations. Even higher when your brother is a doctor, and you're well... a high school drop out. She resented him for getting out of there, and living a life with fancy cars, and houses, and holidays. She thought his ego was probably huge, and that he didn't really like her anyway. But in a time of need, her brother was all she had, and it turned out he wasn't as much of a dick as she thought. In fact, it was that much the opposite that it totally freaked her out.

❌Kidnapped 5SOS❌ by xplr_often

5sos kidnapped? Will they live? Will they escape? Will they get hurt?

Anxiety • part 2 by 5secondsofeline

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cold coffee - clifford cover

Groupie? // 5SOS cover

Angel In Disguise cover

Help//5sos ✔️ cover

Unbreakable cover

5SOS Preferences cover

reinvention // 5SOS cover

undo// 5SOS cover

❌Kidnapped 5SOS❌ cover

Anxiety • part 2 cover

cold coffee - clifford

Voicemail, yet again. Taking a deep breath, I start the message. "Hey, I've called you again. This is the last one, I swear. Remember when we would chat forever and ever? We would always drink hot coffee together and talk about our pointless day. It was a daily thing, until you found someone else to occupy your time. I wasn't needed anymore, so you cast me out. I'm in our place, same spot. When you decide to meet me again, I'll be here. I won't talk to you. All that I will spare you is a small glance and some cold coffee." Ending the voicemail, I collapse back into the chair and wait for the response that will never come. cover by @xHemmingsHugsx